The Grotto

17 janvier 2007

My cd's are spread on the table - unlistened... Eté 2006

My Cd's are spread on the table. Unlistened.He comes up the stairs. He's grown taller. He's lost a lot of weight. He looks fit, confident. He knows me. He just hasn't seen me for a long time. He might have noticed that I cut my hair. And that's it's curly...

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17 janvier 2007

Firenze - Eté 2006

I find myself confronting the mirror. I'm wearing my blue top with a striped skirt. I hear a voice : “you're not fat” she says. She's kind, today. I think I should get out of my body more often. Forget the hair, scars & bones stuff. Write about the outside...

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17 janvier 2007

Future - Eté 2006

13 h 30 You say you want to write. But face the truth, honey, you won't go very far with what you're doing now. You're too self-centered, too attached.So you don't know what to do. You never consider your own future. You say you can't teach, you don't...

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17 janvier 2007

I got mixed up...Eté 2006

I got mixed up with the hot and cold water and my bathwater turned out to be chilly. With a masochistic malice, I thought I'd take a cold bath. I thought of the people on the otherside, on the rough sides, where there's no such thing as hot water. I thought...

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17 janvier 2007

Too Bad...Eté 2006

Too bad I'm a shopping addict. I should ignore clothes, resist the call of the colours with zealous renunciation. But I'm not like that. I'm a snob. I'm a spoilt child. I spend my parent's money on clothes. I should be hanged.Anorexia is on the street...

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17 janvier 2007

Wipe off...Eté 2006

Wipe off your make-up girl and do the washing-up. These songs need to be filled with meaning. I was thinking, with my hands in the soap, that I didn't blame her for anything. She didn't crush me, I mean. I just cry easily. But life hasn't been easy, I...

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17 janvier 2007

Seriously...Eté 2006

Seriously, you were more sane when you got here first. Be a story-teller. What's wrong with being a story-teller ? You don't have to suffer, to incarnate your characters. I find these girls so much prettier when they're holding an icecream cone. You once...

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17 janvier 2007

Pensées...Eté 2006

I'm in the bathroom, but I can't afford to spend the first minutes of my new day on a vomit. It would ruin it all and I'd feel the pain. My body says it's bad for me and it is time I paid attention. For once. So I just concentrate on taking a bath (with...

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17 janvier 2007

Pensées...Eté 2006

6 : 32 Just as one should say 'I fell asleep', there should be a way to say it the other way around : 'I fell awake'. 6 : 32 AM.Spidery dream. (Should I say “again” ? I don't remember. But spiders have a familiar taste. Spiders in my hair, spiders everywhere).So,...

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17 janvier 2007

SHOUTING - Eté 2006

Je ne sas pas vraiment par où commencer. Peut-être que je ne devrais pas commencer du tout. Ça, je veux dire. Et éviter les miroirs et les balances. Ça, c'est une autre chose que je dois faire.Et parler anglais. I must confess.I'm such an ugly girl.Weeping,...

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